It is About Survival and Studying to Mix My Passions

It has been nearly three years since I’ve posted an article right here. A lot has occurred in that point. Let me let you know.
I revealed my e book. In Could 2017 it was revealed. I used to be happy with myself for the accomplishment after which it was over and life moved on.

In Oct 2017 Doug and I moved to Florida. We took my dad and mom with us and moved 1000 miles away from our children and grandkids. There have been numerous the explanation why. Go learn my article on detaching with love and you will have an thought of what was behind the transfer. Anyway, it was performed. With the transfer got here numerous exercise and enterprise that lasted nicely over two years. Transferring to a brand new state is loads! And it took time to get acclimated. Heck I nonetheless am getting acclimated! Additionally in Could of 2017 I began promoting journey once more. That is one thing I did for awhile again in 2007 and loved very a lot. I used to be a Realtor for about 13 years and located it to be extraordinarily tense. I discovered journey to be similar to Actual Property in so some ways; with out all of the stress.

So I had a brand new life, new dwelling, new enterprise and issues have been going very nicely. I like Florida and particularly love the a part of Florida we moved to. It is within the Northeast a part of the state. I researched and visited the place for a number of years earlier than deciding on it. Ya all know I wasn’t going again to Orlando! So, as I stated, issues have been going nicely! In my journey enterprise I focus on cruising and residing in Florida is nice for that exact specialization! I additionally determined to start out vlogging my private cruises. To that finish I began a YouTube channel. I’ve had the channel for about 4 years however have solely gotten severe about it within the final yr. I am lastly constant in my uploads and I feel I am on my method to having some thought of what I am doing! Haha

As you’ll be able to see life has taken a flip from writing to journey. It isn’t a foul factor, however I’ve had latest traumas in my life which have made me gravitate again in the direction of my writing days. Principally as a result of they have been additionally probably the most religious days of my life. The best trauma I skilled in 2019 was the very brief (3 months) fierce battle my brother fought towards pancreatic most cancers and misplaced. That has rocked my world and precipitated a rift between me and God. My brothers passing occurred in June, June twenty first to be precise, and for the final 6.5 months I have been drowning. I do not know the way else to explain it. However what I do know is this- it has to cease. I’ve to seek out my means again.

For some purpose once I began my journey enterprise I let go of my writing. I did not suppose the 2 might co-exist in my life. After my brothers passing and my incapability to deal with it well- I’ve come to the conclusion that they need to be taught to co-exist! I’ve reached the top of my rope right here. I’ve no choices left. Nothing is working to assist dig myself out of this darkish gap I’ve fallen into. And giving up my writing, as a result of the content material isn’t about my cruise enterprise, nicely that simply is not working for me anymore!

So right here I’m. Again at writing. I will be taught to mix my beliefs in gratitude, forgiveness, encouragement and the facility of affection with my love of cruising and vlogging! I am hoping I will determine this out and by some means one love will help the opposite. Encouraging them to develop and enrich my life and perhaps some one else alongside the way in which. I have no idea what this all means. I have no idea if it means I mix the 2 tasks or if it means I exploit one to reinforce the opposite! I simply do not know! However what I do know is there’s nothing extra religious, to me, than being on the ocean at dawn. In order that’s the place I will begin!

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